texan. one.

“i have a surprise for you”, she looks up at me from my cock, then returns to licking it softly.

my hands are tied to a headboard, i’m high. i’m not sure how many other surprises could be coming.

i’m young. 22. this was before i knew i was pervy. i’m already in over my head.

i didn’t really date the texan. we fucked a bit though, before she found herself a better match that later became her husband. she was a few years older. but right now, its our second time together. my first time tied down.

“i have a surprise for you”, she looks up again, smiling mischeiviously.

i’m not sure why she repeats this, but she’s building tension.

we ended up here after work drinks. it’s a work hookup, so we’re extra quiet about everything, no talking to co-workers, which at this point in my life are the bulk of my friends. so i’ve been quiet about here. not that there’s been much to say yet.

“i have a surprise for you”, this time i’m disappointed, i’m so close to coming and she broke the rhythm.

her glasses are off, i just noticed this. i was first attracted to her glasses, as sad as that fact is.

she’s back on my cock, but i’m not sure i’m going to come soon now. the tingling in me has subsided and needs to rebuild. she appears determined to make it work though, and is working on me harder.

“i have a surprise for you”, and she licks the side of my thigh, tickling me, i burst out laughing.

without another word she wets a finger and quickly slides it in my ass. without warning, i’m open, exposed, undefended, and distracted by the giggling. she massages me from inside me and within a minute i come. hard.

“do you trust me?” she asks, working her finger in and out of me, repeatedly.

“do you like this?” she asks, holding the finger deeply inside me, pushing as far in as possible.

the blood has completely gone from my head and i fall apart briefly.

a tear falls down my face. i still don’t know why. at the time i thought this might be latent gay-shame and i wasn’t ready for that kind of ambiguity, but it seems more likely i was overwelmed with sensation this first time in my ass.

we never bonded into a relationship, but the texan was important to me. she pushed my limits and opened new experiences for me. i’m sure i’d never have become who i am without her. i miss her badly sometimes.